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Deepthroating and Devotion: The Curious Case of Silas Vow

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DRAWING BY SILVIA PRADA
TEXT BY ABI BENITEZ

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Silas Vow was born in Montreal. After growing up in the woods of rural Quebec, he returned to the city to study and then decided to stay. He created his online persona, Silas Vow, a play on vow of silence. He described himself as “your cousin, the preacher’s atheist son,” doubling down on the naughty TradCath worldbuilding. This “sinful little rascal,” as he likes to brand himself, turned 26 this past December.

Silas studied Computer Science, minoring in Linguistics, but ended up quitting university, wanting more freedom than a traditional job. He started his OnlyFans before dropping out. He already had a lot of practice taking nudes for Grindr, but he kept improving his photos, mastering lighting and angles. Soon, people started asking for his OF link. Thanks to all the porn that he’d consumed, he had a clear vision for the type of porn that he wanted to create.

The first video he recorded was a masturbation video where he was wearing a hoodie while seated on his bed. After watching the video, he realized his lack of experience resulted in a monotone facial expression, “a resting bitch face.” He knew that he had to evolve. Naturally the next step, it seemed, was to film himself deepthroating. “Just by doing it so much I got really good at it,” Silas explained. “I have a huge fetish for cum and I love swallowing.”

Silas has been developing his pin-up physique over the years. He used to do gymnastics from ages seven to 12 and cheerleading from 12 to 17, and now he’s doing tricking, a martial arts practice that combines kicks with flips and twists. He has an affinity for bodies, particularly his hands and, on other men, thighs. “They’re usually hidden by pants or shorts and they are close enough to the erogenous zone of the crotch,” he said, describing their appeal. “I don’t immediately go for the dick. I like to take my time and gradually work towards it — I’m really into body worship.” Also, he loves armpits. “After-gym musk I find really hot. I don’t use deodorant. I smell just enough that if you sniff my pits during sex, you’ll always catch a bit of musk.” He’s not a fan of dates, especially when they involve shouting at a noisy bar. “I’d prefer to go home, chat over a drink, then go straight to sex.”

Despite his good looks, Silas struggled with body dysmorphia, which kept him indoors for years and led him to take time off work for therapy. “I’ve overcome about 90 percent of it, and now I’m happy with my life. It’s no longer about just surviving but enjoying life.” His advice for those starting an OnlyFans, “Do things that turn you on. Make porn that you would consume as opposed to making porn for the sake of making money.”

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